Wow, it has been a long time since I have done a blog post. Almost every day I say to myself I am going to post something on here but I always put it off. So I am doing it now. I believe my last post was when I decided that I was leaving college. Well, not much has really happened since then. I still have no clue what I am going to do with the rest of my life. I may go back to school, or get a job, move, start a business, or go to cosmetology school. I have a hard time making decisions and this is the time that can determine future. I have so many ideas running through my mind but I just can't decide. I have been looking for a job for 3 months now and I still haven't even gotten and interview. It is just so hard and I am trying to be patient but I don't like not having a paycheck coming in every month. I pray every day that God will give me some sort of job opportunity soon. I always welcome prayers so I you could pray for me that would be awesome. Things just aren't going my way right now and I don't know what God wants me to get out of it. I am thinking about going to cosmetology school but I have to see how much it costs cause I can't afford a lot.
My dad actually just called me and we talked for about 10 minutes about my future. I just seem to be having that conversation all the time now and it never goes well. I always end up frustrated. Well, I know that everything happens for a reason and I have faith and that is all that matters. Something will come along I just have to wait. Well this is all for my update, I am going to finish watching Ellen now.