Almost Done

So I finally made a decision that I am going to take at least a semester off and work full time. It didn't go over well when I told my mom. She shunned me for a day but I think we are okay now. It was just the initial blow that got her. My Grandma cried herself to sleep that night. I don't understand why they are so worried for me. My mom basically told me she thinks I am going to fail at life because I will quit when something gets hard but I told her it is a waste of money to continue going to school when I have no idea what I want right now. I am going to miss the few friends I have made but I will try to visit and talk to them as much as possible. Well I have to go to a meeting with a guy that is going to give me all the information i need to leave my college. I will write more later. Bye.

It's getting better!!!

Okay, so far this week has been the best week of college so far. I have made a bunch of friends and have just had a great time. Unfortunately it is also the worst week of college because I have to write a 10 page paper and a 5 page source summary, 2 page paper summary. Then add on two other 2 page papers for two of my other classes. I hate homework and unfortunately I have the biggest homework load I have had thus far in college. See this is just my luck. I finally start to enjoy the college life right as I decide I want to take a semester off. But it wasn't really ever the fact that I didn't really have any friends. It has always been about the schooling part. I honestly don't think i could do 4 more years of homework. I can barely take this semester. Well, I am really tired and I have a long day ahead of me tomorrow, but I wanted to let you all know that College has gotten a lot better. Goodnight all!

I have no clue....I'm so indecisive!!!

So I found out today that my sisters roommate is moving out next semester and she wants me to move in with her. I don't know if i want to do it though. I love her to death and I know it would be an experience but I don't know if I could be away from home that long. If she lived where I do it would be no problem, or if she lived somewhere cool. I don't know. I have a lot to think about.

More videos...and the future

I am so excited to film a bunch of videos today. I have a lot planned and I have a lot to say. I am looking forward to the next couple months and I have high hopes! I am actually excited for something and that hasn't happened in awhile. Who would have thought that it would feel this good to say that I am happy about taking a semester off to figure things out. I have been thinking a lot about what I want to do in that time and I really hope it works out. I really hope that you guys like what I have planned!!! Look forward to videos soon!

Will there be a next semester?

So the more and more I think about it the more I want to take a semester off. The first reason is that I cannot take my roommate for another semester. She isn't mean but we just don't mix well. Commuting is not an option because my mom doesn't like me driving in the winter. I have adapted to college life and it is going a lot better than at the beginning, but the school/classes part is what I feel isn't right for me or at least not at the moment. I really feel that taking a semester off is what's best for me. I can get a full time job and start earning money instead of working my way into debt. The only thing that is holding me back from doing this my mom. She really wants me to finish off the year and then decide. I don't believe that will change my mind and it would just be a waste of my time and money. Anyone have any advice on how to get my mom on my side?

Muffin, Bacon and Chocolate Chip Cookies...

The title of this post is what I am having for breakfast this morning, nutritional right? : ) So today I am going to visit my sister at college and then we are bringing her home so we can celebrate our birthday this weekend because we are turning 19 on Friday!!!!I really want to start writing here more but I haven't had a lot of time lately. Maybe I will post again tonight. Well, I am going to finish getting ready while jamming to Taylor Swift Speak now!!!